I’m not feeling depressed or bleak

St Patrick’s day today, always a special day for my Irish college pal Esther back in the day. She faced cancer with great courage and faith so I know she’s rooting for those suffering with it now.

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Although it’s a cold bleak morning I’m not feeling depressed or bleak. Ironically I feel good physically. Meds are obviously helping.

MRI scan on Tuesday to look at brain and goings on there. I think it’s fair to say that what they find will be crucial so I anticipate getting more nervous as the day approaches. But there I go again not living in the moment.

I’ll enjoy my first cup of tea today and recent photos/videos of my delightful grandchildren. I’ll be grateful for a warm and quiet environment where I can enjoy doing what I feel like when I feel like it. Not sure though! I must not become self-centred.

St Patrick pray for us.

Pauline

x

11 thoughts on “I’m not feeling depressed or bleak

  1. Happy St Patrick’s day Pauline, it’s certainly a morning for a nice cup of tea and a good book. Enjoy.xx

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  2. Happy Saint Patrick’s day Pauline, I will be celebrating it tonight with all my family. Glad to know you are feeling well. Get that book finished, it’s next on my to read list.

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  3. I’ve got a little book called ‘Walk Tall: 100 ways to live life to the fullest’. I particularly like this snippet of advice: ‘Take time to look after yourself; you’re worth spoiling’. Wise words :0)

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  4. Happy St Patrick’s Day to you and Max. Glad you are enjoying” me time”. God bless you both.xxo

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  5. Enjoy the peace and calm, Pauline, without feeling guiltily. These moments are a gift from God 😊
    Lucy

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