The sun, earth’s provider of light and heat, has been shining for us in England and over the rest of Europe for weeks now.
Its laser-like rays cut through the atmosphere relentlessly and can be a curse as well as a blessing. These shafts of light, straight and sure like arrows, make me think of radiotherapy and gamma knife technology – precise, unswerving, directed.
I was told some news yesterday about my brain mets treated in April. Mixed news – some good, some bad. Those mets targeted have shrunk but a new small area has appeared.
Fortunately, I’m a suitable candidate to have the surgery again which will take place next week.
Needless to say I’m nervous. I would even say scared. I re-read my blog post which I wrote just after the surgery where I described it as an enlightening experience.
I hadn’t known what to expect and so approached it differently. I was blissfully unaware I suppose, so I was relaxed. Somehow, I have to get to that place again. The support and prayers of my family and many friends are helping me so much. It does take a lot of energy being continually positive.
May the physicist, consultant and radiologists be guided in their work by the sure and healing hand of God. And may my trust in my Creator be strengthened so that I face the future with courage.
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Our thoughts and prayers are with you. Keep strong. Much love
Fiona xxx
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Sending lots of love Pauline
Love from Rachel xx💚
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Hey Momma B. Even extra prayers this week from ‘ God camp’
Hev
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Max & I will be there for you Mum. I know it must be scary to have to face this again but we will face it together & the people looking after you were so kind and reassuring last time, sure they will off you the same reassurance and support this time. Love you ❤️
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Keep strong Pauline, we are all praying every day. Try to place your trust in God and in the hands of your excellent medical team.
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Thinking of you Pauline. I’m so glad you have such a lovely family around you to give you strength. X
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Pauline. You’re right. It takes alot of energy to remain positive and resilient. I will pray especially for a bountiful supply of Grace and energy for your journey.
Lots of Love Lucy xx
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Bless you my prayers will be with you and your lovely family try and keep positive will be thinking of you and hope all goes well God bless xx
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